"A very young kid, barely walk, was paying a video game in computer! She was so perfect in fetching score and so much desperate to outmark her dad that I left mesmerized before mentioning my admiration to her parents! 

A very young weak, starving kid was selling newspaper in the street with so much perfection in negotiation and identification of potential customer that with in 3 minutes of the red traffic signal I witnessed the sale of 10 copies and widening smile in his face... "

1.19 Billion and counting.... 1/10th small then Africa in size and 0.19 billion more (then Africa) human are reciting in it. 63% Literacy, 56% hygienic Sanitation, 73 Years HDI (Human Development Index). Poor relations with Pakistan, China, Mayanmar, Srilanka & Bangladesh. 46% Indian defense troops are on duty anytime! Kashmir, Sikkim, Arunachal Pradesh are half lost to neighbors! 42% hardly gets a meal in a day... 68% 5th class pass students cannot do multiplications or simple mathematics.  

WE SHOULD IDEALLY SELL INDIA BACK TO QUEEN OF UK! If we really want to let our 'kids future' endure!

Saare jahan se achha???? 
Kids are forced to learn what they never wanted to learn! English Medium Cocoons (oh u call it schools) are punishing them to learn 'Twinkle Twinkle' and remaining 50% are happily polishing the boots and sweeping the drainage to arrange a meal for the family.

This Shining India is no less then the Shining Boot of an English Men. Trillions are parked in foreign banks and more then 80% government schools are working below the Neem Tree. A baby born in the deep dark village knows what is 'Coca Cola' and a ultra rich KG student of Queens College of Indore does not no what is makkhan (butter)! 

Fees of an average English Medium School in Indore for KG or Pre-Nursery is  Rs.18000/- and a weekly cost of dress codes, books, stationary etc. is Rs.1200/- while a day long expense of a family of 3kids+parents in a village is Rs.34 (cooking oil, salt, wheat, rice, dal). Average Salary of a teacher in moderate English Medium School in Indore is Rs.8000/- a month and monthly income of a labor pulling hand cart in Sia-Ganj Indore is Rs.16000/-

"Kids of Bangalore and Beijing are learning faster then the kids of Buffalo or New Jersey" President Obama said a year ago. In his visit to India he said "India is not emerging, it has emerged" Clap Mr. President, for you have not done any wonders. This is how we Indian learnt to keep praising for getting kicked on butt.

Political powers have re-charged the caste conflicts and foreign TV channels have started teaching how, where and what to purchase in Karva Chauth, Rakhsabandhan and Dhan Teras. This is how this 9.1% rate of growth is soaring high with 8.6% of Inflation and a Harvard University Indian Scholar is presenting a research paper on the 'Consumer Driven Economy of India'  

Today Tanishk, Gili and Platina teaches us how to shop on 'Pushya Nakshtra' or what should be the ideal dress of a Groom or a Bride as per the Indian rituals. Airtel, Vodafone and Docomo makes me realize that 'fathers day' is necessary day for the father-son relationship. 

Reality shows of TV channels are deciding the career of new born baby (poor chapt will be named Hritik, Ranbir or Katrina etc. as per the trend). Laughter shows are telling how Lord Rama, Hanumana used to joke around on those days. 'love meters' in radio FM helps me ideate a gift for her to when my beloved expects just a warm hug from me. 

I am so much busy to update in Facebook 'mom dad is love you' that I really can't fetch time to send them SMS or call them for a while! 

31 million youngsters who will not have proper basic education and increased talent pool with limited job offers will force well educated youngsters to choose cheap jobs then majority will turn out be a labor, a dweller or a waiter... increasing pubs, mall and multiplexes will drive them crazy for money!!! then any girl in the quest of looking cool will get ready to robe and kill any housewife living alone in the city. Chain Snatchers, Abduction, Rapes and murders will increase! This will increase the demand of 'Liquor, Tobacco, Drugs' will increase!!! Today you may not find a co-operative shop open in dwellers colonies but a Government Alcohol shop is on service for 24X7. 

Why else do you think million tonnes of food grain is rottenning out there in lack of proper warehouses?? Idiots! If government will give it all to hungers, by what mean alcohol will be made???

Is, Was & Will....

तेरे आने से पहले, 
                           मेरा सफ़र बेमंजर था, 
                           मै बेजान कस्ती सामने समंदर था

तेरे आने से पहले, 
                          तुझे याद करता, तेरी बाते करता 
                          तुझे महसूस कर सकू ऐसी कोसिस करता!

तेरे आने से पहले, 
                          मै गुम था, बेखबर था, जीने मरने से निडर था, 
                          बस इंतज़ार था तेरा, न तहजीब थी न सबर था! 

मगर अब तुम हो, 
                          तो मेरे होंठ खिलखिलाते है,
                          मै हंसू तो ये फूल मुस्कुराते है!

मगर अब तुम हो, 
                          तो तेरी गोद में लेता, बस तुझे देखता हु, 
                          क्या वाकई तेरे करीब हु, अपने आप से पूंछता हु, 

मगर अब तुम हो, 
                          तो परवाह नहीं कल की, 
                          जरा जी लू ये पल, फिर सोचूंगा कल की, 

फिर कभी जब तू नहीं होगी, 
                                         ढलेगी शाम, रश्मियाँ खो जाएँगी, 
                                         सांसे और धड़कन चुप चाप सो जाएँगी, 

फिर कभी जब तू नहीं होगी, 
                                        तेरी तस्वीर के सामने रो लेंगे, 
                                        काँटों पर सही तेरे सपनो के बहाने सो लेंगे, 

फिर कभी जब तू नहीं होगी, 
                    तू नफरत मत करना, तेरी उल्फत को सीने से लगा लूँगा, 
                    मिट जायेंगे, रेट के घरौंदे, अपनी सांसो का दिया बुझा लूँगा!!!   

Syahi Sa Sandesh!

जलती निगाहें, मचलते ख्वाब 
प्यार की तर्ज़, नफरत की आग, 
नर्म मासूमियत में ये मेरा फ़न था, 
जो कुछ भी लिखा, मेरा बचपन था! 

फिर परिंदे को पर मिले, 
गुलशन में कांटे खिले, 
धूमिल तस्वीर सी बनी जिंदगानी, 
मेरे ख्याल से थी जो लापरवाह जवानी! 

अब पंख मेरे थक चुके है, 
रेले आंसुओं के रुक चुके है! 
मायूस.... अपनी परछाई ढूँढता रहा, 
तभी चुपके से बड़प्पन आ गया! 

लोग मशवरे में मसरूफ रखते थे, 
और हम पहले से जरा झुक कर चलते थे! 
मर गया जोश, जलापा आ गया, 
सब चिराग बुझ गए, बुढ़ापा आ गया!! 

एक रोज उड़ती पतंग दिखी, 
झपकती आँखे जरा तंग लगी, 
कलरव पंछियों की बुझ गयी, 
और डोर साँसों की टूट गयी....!! 

मेरी ये स्याही अब अग्नि को समर्पित, 
दो पुष्प तुम भी ले आना, करना मुझ पर अर्पित!!!! 
करना मुझ पर अर्पित!!! 

                                                                              : - जितेन्द्र वर्मा

Vicious, Fearless & Shameless

When a heart piercing scream forces you lock your ears and hide out!!! Welcome, You are in India!! 

I understand the viability of killing for hunger! I even not ready to call it a sin if someone robes me for the wealth I am having. I have no ambiguity for the one who kills me for my actions or social causes. I even ready to consume killing a women  for the purpose of loot or robbery!!! but Rape???? What could me more heinous than assaulting a depiction of goddess?

No Bio-logical Function Provokes Rape
Bio-Chemical studies from various science labs had claimed that their is no such 'mental impairment' or hormonal disorder' which provokes instinctive-violent-sexual-drive in human... rather such act is always pre-planned and mix effect of jealousy, revenge or repent of some kind of social-humiliation and exaggerated reaction of sexual desires.
This proves that GOD had never been wrong while creation of Humanity but we the holy spirits have done every thing that demeans the stature of the almighty.

Holy Shrines are dirtier 
There have been more than 1200 rapes have been reported to have been done inside the temple. Majority of which is near Haridwar and Vanarshi. Such reports are also available in secrete websites and banned magazine which has reported countable incidents of rapes and assassination inside the Mosque or Church from across the globe. The Tantriks, The Baba's and the Dharam Gurus are among the top sexually frustrated criminals listed in the charge sheets of Indian Police stations. 

Guards are more insane
16% of the total rape cases have been conducted inside the Police Custody Cell! That too majority of such cases are not registered and never surfaced to commoners notice. Media and other public propaganda vehicles has exploited such cases to fetch higher TRP and thereby grossly discouraged so to keep such crimes unnoticed and hidden. Army officer's shameless acts in Kashmir and eastern states is known to everyone. 

Social Catastrophe
Indians are too prejudiced while dealing with rape kind of crimes. In a social structure where a women are never treated equal to men (despite of so many statistical claims) even senior women curse them the victim by offending her of being revealing or provoking such incidents. A victim gets demeaned among the women group itself. Once becomes the victim, a girl never gets back the respect from anyone of her known ones. A victim is always a curse for the family she belongs to. Indian have been a tradition where even millions of Sati processions and notable 'agni praiksha' did not returned the stature of a women.

A rape case has always been a matter of gossip and laughter discussion among the men of elites. 36% of rape victim commit suicide within one year of the crime out of them less then 1% commit it soon after the inhumanity! Shocked? yes, this is for sure because a victim manages to go on after the heinous experience but fail to withstand by the cursing and vicious comments of the peers.

Just not Justified
Many claims that, girls are equally responsible... I really want to bash them to death who comments so. Pals, fragrance incites exotic reactions not the evil ones. It is absolutely not wrong to run behind a beautiful women and chase her to get attracted and anything is fair after her consent but a violent havoc? like some vulture? It is something like crushing the most beautiful flower by feet just because you cannot dash it in your collar neck! No argument in the world can at slightest justify this vociferous havoc on a women. Be it sexual frustration of extreme professions like... being soldier, long route driver or any such sexually compromised circumstances. 

A little hope
Among the Rapists, 9% are educated civil dwellers and 91% are either illiterate or criminally listed in police records. Indians are precipitous towards this unholy and utter sin but are grossly divided when it has been asked in the survey that 'who is responsible for the rape?"  56% of the respondents says that the victim her-self invites evils. out of these, 67% are women respondents. 
Though this question is arguably true! In a social structure where, revealing dressing habit is still not at all absorbed... turning blind in favor of being modern and lifestyle savvy is something not viable. Accepting the fact, educated girls are turning conscious to the dressing sense and public behaviors.

A solution
Sadly Indians are just not aggressive. We are the breed of herds or a massive followers, we never commanded or taken the charge against anything found injustice. Every naked dance is being performed in front of our own naked eyes but we are still cold and dumb... at least, if not for Patriotism, Religion, Humanity but for this SIN called Sexual misconduct against the divine creation of God one should stand out... loud and clear. 
Corruption, Wars, Bribery are all tolerable but this SIN has to be Jacked right there where is erupts!!!

Personal Comment 
From so many days, I see in TV channels, Newspapers and other sources that daily some 3 or 4 rapes cases are published... quite few never comes out in public. 
Day before yesterday, I was engaged in a discussion that 'what an alone person can do towards Humanity?'... (actually I was disappointed by the meager response to my efforts for the good cause among the people for whom I planned to do good) 

My friend responded, "We all bloody Indian do only talk, and at the end, we go home piss off and enjoy the company of bed"

"I do, a little though but, I do.." I responded... (but I was not certain about what will i count if he asks further details) 

"Merely... blogging and Facebook pasting will not Mr. Verma!" He made me ceased off.... Indeed I virtually do nothing but these things. 

...I kept on munching about the possible answer to my friend.... Back of the Mind I am clear with my goals and purpose of life... but till nothing is to count I am disappointed by merely resenting 'I do' 

As the topping of so many flavors of pain I am suffering from.... this has become another bang right where it has sore most. 

I recalled my days, when I was fearless of fighting agaisnt injustice in front my eyes... I once happened about to be thrown off the running train for such move against the miss-behave with a girl. I scummed and turned passive to react further (thankfully that girl managed to escape). 

But shameful is that I scummed... and this is the single biggest reason, we Indians are suffering in-spite of having everything requires to be the world-leader!!!! 

Matrix Of Politics

No hands are clean! Power never comes to clean hands actually!!! Robin Hood, Nat Turner, Karl Marx or Gandhi... no one ever was concurrent with the need of the humanity or nation!! 

“Politics is no longer a leadership!”

Public life is always prone to evils eye... be it cinema, sports or arts. Politics is just a class above in the whole gamble of fame and money. This profession is miss-spelled as 'public service' though the term 'public service' has no existence. Those who have done anything in favour of humanity are actually cynic with the passion of being a public figure. A thrill to be a noted socially demanding had provoked them to act as per the expectation of their followers. Sadly in today’s arena, dynamics of the political theatres have changed worldwide. Social equality, upliftment and justice are not among the objectives of politicians.

Hunger of power, fight of might and tongue of money are the three goddess of this religion. If humanity had been the concern, it wouldn’t had been gone so much complex and tangled. Let me take you through the ugly picture world politics and then of Indian vicinity.

Queen of Britain is the queen of world indeed. England is the ruler and USA is the minister of the whole world. Since the very origin of USA, it has been a homogenous mixture of the global population not because it never had its own civilization but because Britain wanted it to attract the world class talent by whatever means. USA is not a country, it is an executer of Britain’s master plans and it has all the talent from across the world. Planning of USA and Britain is so much incisive that Barrack Obama the President is an accidental outcome of the joint strategy against USSR. Entire Africa and Asia is the Farmville of the plot laid by the Europe and US.

Education system of Russia and USA are designed strategically pro-NATO. Nuclear resources of the world are perfectly calculated and mapped by them. Minerals and natural resources of every country is calculated and mapped by US and UK. Israel, Iraq, Afghanistan, Pakistan, USSR and Vietnam are the victim of well planed offence of NATO. Religion based extremism is the child toy of UK with which they are playing since 1600AD as per the requirement of time and situation on the soil of Egypt and India. Bin Laden, Taliban and Al-Qaeda are the brain child of USA.

IT & ITES industry of India and Manufacturing units of China are far sighted planning of these 1st world nations. Globalization is a well planned function of the baby boomers. It is the Banking honchos of USA shaping the new world order. There is actually nothing in the control of the layman.

Now let’s talk about India!

A country of the population having average life index of 64 Years, Height 5.8 Feet and muscle built-up of 74 KG but very-very weak heart, vulnerable to get persuaded by any stupid reason. Very disciplined but not at all self-disciplined. We are the heart machine with junked brain wires. Like herds, we are largely a follower. We are blind... may be like Dhritrashtra (by birth) or like Gandhari (by Choice) or like parents of Shravankumar (By Compulsion) but indeed we are blind surrounded by Sakuni (Media).

Indians are dwelled by the Idiot Box in Guest Room and a Tun-Tuna in hand. Since the omission of Maury Dynasty, Indian never returned to their self-esteem. Rana-Sanga, Prithvi Raj Chauhan, Laxmi Bai tried well but except a little smile sketched by Bose, Bhagat and Gandhi... at large we are still enslaved.

We are happily lost in the matrix of Arms-IT-FMCG-BFSI designed by those who physically left us free in 1947. We are fighting with Pakistan because UK wanted us to keep fighting. We are not shouldering with China because USA never allowed us to do so. We are not able to support Afghanistan because we are afraid of lagging behind in the race of modernisation. We develop unrest (LTT) in Sri-Lanka because we think we are Ram’s Army.

A madam from Italy is ruling us by hypnotising the most aggressive bread of India called a gold medallist Sikh man and her half blood prince in Indian attire. We narrowly missed a great PM because his anklets failed to work and his Karachi Pal snatched all from him. His act sparked monkey war in his party and blown off the last hope. A Saint who claimed to live 200 years is being tossed off by the Idiot Box makers because he roared to undress every black-skinned-shit raping our own mother. A man in Gandhian cap is being attacked repeatedly because he dared to use the instrument which peacefully knocked out the King Gorge’s Dogs out of the Gateway of India some 66 years ago.

On top of everything, we Indians are seeing, understanding and discussion everything after which we piss off and retire to bed almost daily since we are alive. Ruthlessly, we piss off on everything which forces us to come out of the cocoon. We never dare to come out bare feet and try to scrawl, stand, walk, run, fly and escape away from the shackles in a hope of building our own world beneath the risk of falling in deep darkness.    

We all Indians are like the chickens came out of eggs and looking on each other face to see who will dare to take first step towards Mom... Eagles never born in India... Squirrels used too but extinct... Vulture were but shunned off. We cold blooded Indian are helping them to loot us! I can smell we are rotten 

The Sin & The Self

The Sin & The Self
                                              A whore, a queer and a hangman... how do they define sin?

"Mahtma Budhh once accepted water from the hand of a prostitute and so told that her profession does not condemn her to untouchability or hatred rather society has to be condemned for the origin of such profession."

‘Sin’ is defined too much impractical and conflicting... and in most of the times it appears an artificial work of humanity. For example ‘a killing’ is sin but ‘an honour killing’? I guess society have devised this term ‘sin’ for the benevolence of the whole social system and so it has nothing to do with the God. To be more specific, I must say ‘sin’ is nothing without society... it has no existence at all. When we live alone, we never find our self guilty for any of our deeds. While being alone everything gets decided on the basis of likeness and unlikeness, here comes no question of measuring the task on the scale of sin.

Being alone is being holy... social structure marinates the holy blood with dirtiest things they have devised. Fatwa, Sati, Dowry, Caste and gender prejudice are few such stupidity which is grossly unjustified.

Actually, in the run of making everything more comfortable, humanity turned out to be trapped in its own complex matrix of religions, nations and ownerships. Ugliest is that the very individual self is becoming the scapegoat of it! In the era where education has reached to a maximum number of brains and these brains are now capable of understanding the true picture of this complex matrix, it is becoming revoltingly tough sustain the power of sin.

I long to see those days when others will have minimum interference in the family matters of one and families will have no fear of being offended by the so called relatives, society and town... Oh Lord, your true existence is shielded. Kindly extend your hand to help me in breaking out this shield... Amen! 

As I Planned I Moved Ahead

Yesterday I went out, without any destiny planned or time estimated... alone... disconnected from the world! In the way I saw a small child giggling by just looking at a peacock at the roadside and a few yard ahead I saw a Truck swinging in the air after a massive accident to which I narrowly escaped. I saw two lives ceased to exist in fractions, my eyes are witnessing a perfect past. For those few seconds, I got to imagine their wives crying and kids looking stunned but as I planned I moved ahead...

...But as I planned I moved ahead!!! 
Right? Wrong? Situational? But as I planned I moved ahead... 

Miles after I stationed to a hut cafeteria... loneliness is hard to achieve even in outskirt of the city. This cafeteria is no exception. Newly married couples, love buds, travelers everyone is halting to rest a while. Every face, every lips and every eyes are having narration of a million seconds they squinted.

A man has an ocean inside... but appears a drop for others! A crowed appears the collection of droplets but indeed every entity of the crowed is an OCEAN! a million hopes... a million desires and a million dreams! I front of mirror, every girl thrives to look most beautiful and every boy wants to appear super masculine but when the same boy or a girl gets immersed in the crowed no one can predict the very special of her/his..

I re-winded my memories for an hour; a truck accident, a bleeding driver... a child crackling and now, many strange faces of joy. Sitting Idle and watching them coming and going, perhaps I am trying to compare my ocean with everyone around me. How equal it is... Mine! Yours!! Theres!!!
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